Siandra Brooke Perkins
30/6/1993 – 3/5/2010
Aged 16 years
Siandra`s celebration of life service (PJ Theme as per Siandra`s wishes) held on Friday 7th May 2010 at Reflections Chapel Glendale.
A beautiful brave Siandra
A flower in everyone`s heart
An angel in God`s heaven
Too young for her to part
God Bless you brave girl
Fly on
A butterfly on a flower
Your a special one
Cath
My Dear Siandra, Not a day will go by when I won’t think of you and remember just how much you have touch my life. I will miss you and as I promised, I will look after mummy and keep her safe.. I love you Sugar Lips…xoxoxo
Siandra, you left us with so many beautiful & happy memories of you.
We will be thinking of you always. With love always.
Sandra, Steve & Lexi-loo
“Some people come into our lives and quickly go.
Some stay for awhile and leave footprints on our hearts,
We are forever changed.”
A brave and special young lady, touched my life
I will miss her bubbly personality
I will miss her beautiful smile
I will miss her courage and strength
I will miss so many things about Siandra Brooke Perkins
She will stay forever in my heart.
Will miss you heaps, Sandy
Love
Janelle xo
My darling Angel,
Not a minute goes past when you are not in my thoughts. Thank you for the beautiful sixteen years of memories you gave me. I have no doubt that you are now in a better place. But I do miss you more and more everyday. Im lost without you. I love you my sweet daughter. Your heart goes on in all those you left behind.
Love you always
Mummy
Hi Sandy,
Today is Nicoles birthday. Even though she had a good day I was sad for her. It was her first birthday without you. It just didnt seem right. There wasnt a minute today or any other day for that matter that I didnt wish you were still here.
I miss you so much, sometimes I wonder how I can go on. For Nicole I am strong. But my darling daughter it hurts so much.
Grandma goes home on Monday. After that I will have this big house to myself. What am I going to do. It is going to be so quiet. I will work out something.
I love you my precious girl and that will never change…
Love mummy
Hi there beautiful,
I got this is the mail today and wanted to share it with you…
WHEN TOMORROW STARTS WITHOUT ME
When tomorrow starts without me, and I`m not there to see,
If the sun should rise and find your eyes all filled with tears for me,
I wish so much you wouldn`t cry the way you did today,
While thinking of the many things we didn`t get to say.
I know how much you love me,
as much as I love you,
And each time that you think of me,
I know you`ll miss me too;
But when tomorrow starts without me,
please try to understand
That an angel came and called my name,
and took me by the hand,
And said my place was ready,
in heaven far above,
And that I`d have to leve behind all those I dearly love.
But as I turned to walk away
a tear fell from my eye,
For all life, I`d always thought,
I didn`t want to die.
I had to much to live for,
so much yet to do.
It seemed almost impossible that I was leaving you.
So when tomorrow starts without me,
dont think we`re far apart,
For every time you think of me,
I`m right here, in your heart.
By David Romano
I think of you always, so you are always in my heart. i love you darling and miss you terribly.
Love always
Mummy
Today does not feel right as it is your birthday and you are not here…but we will use this day to reflect on the treasured memories you have left behind…there will be laughter and no doubt there will be tears but we will get through knowing that you are at peace.
I love you and miss you my gorgeous girl.
Happy birthday
I finally got back online today and to this site for the first time. I read the posts here and this broken heart of mine is filled with unshead tears.
I often lay awake at night
when the world is fast asleep
and take a walk down memory lane
with tears upon my cheek
remembering you is easy
I do it every day
it`s the heartache of loosing you
that never goes away
I hide my tears every time I hear your name but the pain in my broken heart still remains the same I miss you my Queen My darling sweet Grand Daughter till we meet again
25/9/2010
It has been six months since you left me yet it still feels like only yesterday..I wrote this for you…
When I am all alone,
with nothing else to do.
I sit quietly somewhere,
to just simply think of you.
Your bubbly smile,
the cheekly look in your eye.
Although these are good things,
they tend to make me cry.
You were taken away from us,
there was nothing I could say.
I begged, pleaded and begged some more,
but he took you anyway.
Not a day goes by,
that I dont wish you were here with me.
Being your cheeky self again,
bit it is just not meant to be.
I know you are in a better place,
free from the disease and the pain.
Sometimes it doesnt matter,
as my heartache still remains.
They say in time it will ease,
but for now it`s just to much.
If I could have just one wish,
Id be able to feel your touch.
I will love you forever,
and always have a cry.
I know you have your wings now,
so fly my baby girl fly.
I miss you so much..I hate this pain.
Love always mummy
Siandra 
3/5/2011
Sandy, its hard to believe it has been 12 months since you left.
Just would like to tell you how special you were and always will be
to us both, you touched our lives and hearts in so many different ways.
Your courage and strength throughout your battle was unbelievable,
you were and always will be an inspiration to us both.
Every time we think of you we will see your
cheesy grin, remember your bubbly personality
and feel your courage and strength,
so glad you were our friend.
Miss you, love you
Janelle & Renee xxoo
Sandy,
We lit a candle last night for a special young lady who will never be forgotten.
We were in our PJs, can see your cheesy grin now.
Love always
Janelle & Renee xxoo
4/5/2011
Sandy
7/5/2010
A year ago today was your celebration of life, when we said goodbye to a special young lady. On the hardest day, through our tears, you made us laugh and you made us smile with “Don’t Worry Be Happy”, nice memories and of course your PJ theme. We will never forget Siandra Brooke Perkins.
We went shopping in our PJs afterwards, can see you cheesy grin now.
SOME FRIENDS COME INTO OUR LIVES AND QUICKLY GO
SOME STAY FOR AWHILE, LEAVE FOOTPRINTS ON OUR HEARTS
AND WE ARE NEVER, EVER THE SAME.
Love always
Janelle & Renee xoxo
hello precious girl… it has been so long since i last wrote… but not a day has gone past when i havent thought of you or missed you… its been over a year and yet i still cant come to terms with your passing… our lives just arent the same without you but nikkii and I do try… I know you are watching over us and seeing our progress… we can only hope that me are making you proud…. we may do some silly things but its all apart of experiencing life… Scattering your ashes at Stockton Beach was a beautiful little ceremony that brought us all a little peace… I now have a place to go to talk to you and feel at ease… I miss you everyday and have your candles burning at night… Nothing is going to heal this pain in my heart, i can only hope that one day it wont hurt so much… I love you my chicken little… Keep watching us and come say hi soon… I miss you…
Love Chicken Big and Chicken Peewee (mummy and Nikkii)
8/6/2011
30/6/2011
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY SPECIAL YOUNG LADY.
IF I HAD A SINGLE FLOWER FOR EVERY TIME I THINK ABOUT YOU,
I COULD WALK FOREVER IN MY GARDEN.
LOVE YOU & MISS YOU
JANELLE xxoo
I woke up this morning, on your birthday, and remembered the last time I looked into your eyes. I felt a deep connection and understanding with you that day Sandy, and I’ve never forgotten the feeling that you gave me. Never have I felt so much courage and strength. So on your birthday I want to thank you for the courage and strength that you have taught me to have and say happy birthday to a beautiful girl, who I’ll never forget. Happy Birthday Miss Siandra.
Love forever and always,
Nae xoxo
Sandy
Having a memory day, been thinking of you lots, just want to say hello.
Janelle xo
7/9/2011
Hi Sandy
Maitland High held their Year 12 presentation day today, it was dedicated to you. Such a courageous special young lady.
Me and Renee had a giggle this afternoon
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