COLLIER, Colin James

to dad i miss you so much you ment the world to me i love you so much and miss you so much i  look at your photo of when you and mum got married yous both looked so happy im glade your at peace know and not in pain but i miss you so much we will look after mum and take care of her you will always be in our heart never will i forget you i just wish you could have seen pedro i couldnt wait to bring him to you but you were gone but in my heart i knew you seen him say hello to gloria ,doug,rob,phill,pop,gus for me please i know yous look over us and  i hope were doing yous all proud we love you and we miss you more than you will ever know it just doesnt seem real ,but i know as life goes on your there you always will,you have a wife that loves you more than life its self and your 3 kids me(kelly),renee,corey that feel the same way and dont forget you have 9 grandchildren ,wade,nathan,tyson,jacob,pedro,chloe,angel,bella,sarah,

that all feel the same way as we do you couldnt get a better husband,father,grandfather  than you no one will ever take your place ,your in our hearts for ever, i love you so much dad and miss you so much love alway your daughter kelly

HI DAD HOWS THINGS GOING UP THERE AS YOU KNOW WE LOST COREY

IM A MESS I REALLY AM I DONT KNOW WHY ITS SO HARD WE LOST YOU AND KNOW MY BABY BROTHER

I WONT YOU BOTH BACK I MISS YOU SO MUCH PLEASE LOOK AFTER COREY AND LET ME KNOW HE IS THERE WITH YOU TALK TO HIM MAKE SURE HE IS AT PEACE

THATS ALL IM WORRIED ABOUT  PEDRO IS GROWING SO FAST

I CAN NOT UNDER STAND WHY MY BROTHER HAS GONE

IM NOT DEALING WITH IT IM SO MESSED UP

YOU MAKE SURE YOU LET HIM NO HOW MUCH I LOVED HIM AND HE COULD HAVE COME TO HIS BIG SIS

DAVE SAID HI AND HAVE YOU SEEN DOUG,GLORIA,PHILL AND ROB HOPE YOUS ARE BEING GOOD

TELL COREY DAVE LOVES HIM TOO ITS HITTING HIM SO HARD AS WELL

YOU WOULD HAVE BEEN PROUD OF US GIRLS DAD

WE CARRIED HIM OUT OF THE CHURCH AND CARRIED HIM TO HIS GRAVE

WE READ THE SPEACH FOR HIM THERE WAS SO MANY PEOPLE THERE

ALL THE DATES WERE INCLUDING LES

YOUR MUM AND SISTER WERE THERE AND YOUR NEICE

YOU JUST REMEMBER EVEN IF WE START HAVING SOMETHING TO DO WITH THE DATE FAMILY

YOU WILL ALWAYS BE MY DAD AND DAVES FATHER INLAW AND GRANDFATHER TO OUR 5 BOYS

NO ONE WILL EVER TAKE YOUR PLACE I LOVE YOU DAD

TAKE CARE OF MY LITTLE BROTHER AND DONT FORGET IM WAITING FOR THAT SIGN

ALWAYS IN MY HEART UNTILL WE MEET AGAIN LOVE KELL

PS-HERES A PHOTO OF YOUR NEW GRANSON PEDRO

hi dad merry xmas this xmas is so hard for us as this is our first xmas with out you and corey we would give anything to have you both back one thing that gets us through is you and corey are together and thats what helps us a little bit knowing that corey has you to look after him i love you an miss you take care to  we meet again love kell

hi dad

its almost 1 year since your been gone and it seems like yesterday,

im sorryif im not on here much im always thinking of you,

im just finding it hard with coreys death,

im not handling it at all,

corey and i were so close and im so messed up becasue his gone,

it was hard losing you that wasnt fare you were to young and wainting for your new grandson to be born,

and then 8 months later my little brother died only 24 years old that was so hard im thinking of you both all the time,

i dont mean to leave you out when i talk about corey being gone i love you so much to ,

i just dont know how im going to live with out my little brother corey and i were so close ,

we would tell each other everything so why didnt he come to me if he was upset,

thats the hardest thing about his death is the way it happened and trying to understand ,

thats what im not dealing with  im older than him it should have been me not him,

i would give anything to see him and you again i need to know yous are alright its hard,

i just hope yous both are proud of me and think of me to ,

i love you dad and miss you so much pedro is 1 year old soon he is so full on,

getting into everything i know you waited to i had him and we were safe but all i wanted to do was show you pedro,

once again i love you dad and miss you and take care of my baby brother tell corey i love him so much,

i hope he never throught anything diffrent because he was my world and so were you,

we just express it enough and then next minute your gone ,

i love you both love from you daughter kelly

p.s i love you both so much and dont you 2 forget it to we meet again xoxoxoxxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxxox

hi honey its me karen i no its the first time for me just learning computer.happy birthday for july 25 bit late oh well thats me.its nearly 12months since you left me and i miss you as much now as ever.i no you cant come back to me but i wish you could i miss the love kisses cuddles your laughter and just you next to me.the only thing keeps me going are our girls and grandchildren.ive lost you my husband and our son it hurts so much my heart has been broken and cant fix it.ive done everything i promised you i would do trying to get on in life it will take longer than i thought.how do you mend a broken heart you cant.i no you no longer suffer in pain you are at rest but my pain is still here.you will always be in my heart no matter what. till we meet again i love you honey forever your wife karen.  

12/2/2009

to dad i miss you so much you ment the world to me i love you so much and miss you so much i  look at your photo of when you and mum got married yous both looked so happy im glade your at peace know and not in pain but i miss you so much we will look after mum and take care of her you will always be in our heart never will i forget you i just wish you could have seen pedro i couldnt wait to bring him to you but you were gone but in my heart i knew you seen him say hello to gloria ,doug,rob,phill,pop,gus for me please i know yous look over us and  i hope were doing yous all proud we love you and we miss you more than you will ever know it just doesnt seem real ,but i know as life goes on your there you always will,you have a wife that loves you more than life its self and your 3 kids me(kelly),renee,corey that feel the same way and dont forget you have 9 grandchildren ,wade,nathan,tyson,jacob,pedro,chloe,angel,bella,sarah,

that all feel the same way as we do you couldnt get a better husband,father,grandfather  than you no one will ever take your place ,your in our hearts for ever, i love you so much dad and miss you so much love alway your daughter kelly

hi dad

i can not beleive its been 12 months since you left us

it seems like yesterday you were here with us you were the best dad ever you might not have made us with mum but that means nothing you are the only dad we will ever have

and the only grandfather my kids will have no matter what happens in the future

we love you so much you gave up having your own kids to raise renee,corey and i

you took us on as your own kids and well love you so much for that not many men would do that but that was the kind of person you were you loved your wife and 3 kids and dont forget all them grandkids 9 of them all up we sat here last night having a drink for you and corey at 1.40pm we had 1 min silance for you ,you know how hard that would have been for mum,ren and i as we never shut up,then after that we had a song for you and a cry

i know you and corey were here watching us as i see it in the photos i took last night,

well better go give someone else a go take care of my little brother and you take care to

we love you both and miss you both so much it hurts

i love you dad and miss you love from your eldest daughter kelly